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Michael Rupured revisited on release day! – Zahra Owens' Wide Open Spaces

Michael Rupured revisited on release day!

If you remember, Michael Rupured visited us first in September.
Now his book is about to be released he’s back.
This is a big day for him, so please cheer him on!

Michael Rupured - Published Writer!
Michael Rupured – Published Writer!
It’s here. The months of waiting are over. My first novel is now available from Dreamspinner Press.

The time since August when the editors at Dreamspinner told me they wanted to publish Until Thanksgiving has gone by fast and been filled with many exciting and surreal moments. Beyond a doubt, this is absolutely the coolest thing I’ve ever done or that has ever happened to me. Every time my excitement starts to wane, something new happens and I’m back on Cloud Nine.

The transition from wannabe writer to published author has been a blast. Hobnobbing with other writers, consulting with the very talented Brian R. Williams to get the cover just right, and working with a wonderful team of editors have been high points. The release of my book marks the end of that transition and the beginning of my career as a romance novelist.

There are many cool things yet to come. Good reviews. Award nominations. Climbs up bestseller lists. Movie deals. Hollywood mansions. Hordes of hot men vying for my attention. You know…the stuff of fantasies. But to date, these are the top three highs on the roller coaster getting my first novel published has put me on.

Number 3: Seeing my name under the title and beneath the faces of Josh Freeman, Thad Parker, and Adam Gordon on the beautifully designed cover. I love Brian’s design, and wouldn’t change a thing. I want to get an 8 ½ by 11 print to frame for my office wall and am looking into having it printed on sheets for my bed.

Number 2: Creating an author page on Goodreads and then seeing that dozens of nice folks I don’t even know have put my book on their “to be read” list. I’ve just assumed that only the people who know me would read my books, and been grateful for all their encouragement and support. To find out otherwise is both humbling and gratifying.

Number 1: Opening a box filled to the top with paperback copies of my book. OMG! Opening a PDF of the cover was a thrill. Seeing it in print on the front of a book I could hold in my hands and autograph for my mother is balls-to-the-wall the most gratifying experience of my life.

Thanks, Zahra, for hosting me on your blog. I’m looking forward to reading The Hand-me Down once the dust settles around here and my life returns to something closer to normal—hopefully in this decade, but I’m not making any promises. It’s near the top of my to read list, but life seems to get in the way any time I make plans—or sit down to catch up on my reading.

Your readers can find me at my blog (http://rupured.com), on Twitter (@crotchetyman), or the Dreamspinner Press site. Hot men wishing to vie for my attention and others with a desire to say hello can contact me at mrupured@gmail.com. I look forward to hearing from you!


Michael Rupured - Until Thanksgiving out at Dreamspinner Press
Michael Rupured – Until Thanksgiving
Josh Freeman knows his best days are behind him. After his partner of seventeen years has an affair with a younger man, Josh buries himself in takeout boxes, half-smoked joints, and self-pity until his best friend gently kicks him in the ass and encourages him to try out a new job in Washington DC—at least until Thanksgiving.

Though DC has its share of troubles, specifically in the form of a murderer targeting gay men, Josh soon discovers its charms as well. Unlike his old home, DC is crawling with men who want to date him—apparently he’s not as overweight, out of shape, or over the hill as the man he once loved made him believe. In particular, Josh would love a chance with relocation expert Thad Parker, but Josh is sure Thad is seeing someone, so he looks for love elsewhere. He tells himself he and Thad don’t have anything in common anyway.

Then Josh learns Thad really is available. Maybe they can work it out after all. Suddenly the future seems bright again. Of course, Josh doesn’t know he’s the murderer’s next target….


Josh Freeman left the Bar Complex well before last call. Except for the hustlers that prowled the streets behind Lexington’s one and only gay bar, nobody noticed him leaving. A rough-looking kid in a tank top and jeans sized him up and walked toward him.

“Looking for some company?”

“No, thanks.” Josh kept walking. The gravel crunching under his Justin Ropers didn’t cover the laughter the boy got from the other hustlers. Josh wasn’t hard up enough to pay for sex. Yet. The cold shoulders at the bar had been bad enough.

He unlocked his red Toyota Celica. Gay life in Lexington, Kentucky, had changed. The bar crowd that evening was nothing like the good old days, when the place overflowed with good-looking, readily available men—before AIDS and the siren call of gay meccas like Atlanta, San Francisco, and New York. That school was out for the summer didn’t help. The class of ’97 had moved on, and the class of 2001 hadn’t yet come to town.

Going to the Bar had been a mistake. Josh hadn’t talked to anyone and nobody had talked to him. He wasn’t surprised. Unless he needed help crossing the street or had fallen and couldn’t get up, the college boys shaking their stuff on the dance floor had no cause to talk to him.

He started the car and headed to Jerry’s Restaurant for a late-night snack, smoking the rest of the joint he’d left in the ashtray. Smoking pot kept him from feeling so lonely. These days, he smoked so much he didn’t really feel anything.

“Table for one?” asked the waitress, chomping her gum and tugging on a severely strained bra strap.

“Table for one” sounded like a life sentence. Absent enough money to justify the sugar daddy label, he had slim to no chance of finding another lover.

“Here ya go, darlin’.” The waitress plunked down a food-stained menu and a glass of water. “Can I get ya some coffee or something to drink?”

“Water is fine, thanks.”

“Ready to order or do ya need a few minutes?”

“I can order. I’d like a J-Boy plate.”

“Sure. I’ll be right back out with that for ya, darlin’.”

A tiny spark of hope still glimmered, enough to get Josh off the couch earlier that evening and into the shower. By ten o’clock, he’d whipped his hair into a look, fingered through some gel, squeezed into his best jeans, and donned a Polo golf shirt for a solo night out on the town.

The waitress returned with his food, interrupting his thoughts. She set the burger, coleslaw, and mountain of crinkle-cut fries down in front of him. “Ya gonna save some room for hot fudge cake?”

Josh was tempted to say yes. He could eat whatever he wanted now. What difference would it make if he got big as a house?

“No, thanks. I’ll be doing good to eat this.”

“Well, just let me know if ya change your mind.” She left the check on the table and headed to the hostess stand to seat a group of punk rockers that had just arrived.

Josh glanced at his watch and noticed it was after one o’clock. The bars had closed, and a line waiting for tables had formed just inside the door. He wolfed down the rest of the burger, finished off the slaw, and made a noticeable dent in the mountain of fries. After leaving two bucks on the table for the waitress, he picked up the check, settled with the cashier, and returned to his car.

The J-Boy plate had filled him up, but left him feeling just as empty as before. Instead of going home where he belonged, Josh headed for the bookstore.

He parked under the trees at the very back of the parking lot, smoking a cigarette and watching guys coming and going through the bookstore’s rear entrance. A steady stream of cars cruised slowly through the parking lot. Now and then the cars paired up, driver’s side to driver’s side, for quick conversations. If the drivers connected, a two-car convoy headed to a secret rendezvous for a hookup. More often, both cars returned to the parade circling the bookstore in search of a hot encounter.

After seventeen years with Ben Dixon, Josh was single. It wasn’t his fault. He’d done everything right. The idea of cheating never even occurred to him. As far as Josh was concerned, once you decided to move in together, death was the only way out.

He thought Ben agreed. In a way, he did. Ben didn’t want the relationship to end, either. Not the relationship with Josh or the relationship Ben had on the side with his coworker, twenty-five-year-old David Hicks. That Josh considered David to be a good friend added insult to injury. In one fell swoop, he’d lost two of the most important people in his life.

Oh well, Ben is history. No more lies. No more worrying about what’s going on behind my back.

But the absence of gnawing paranoia was a small comfort in the face of reality. Josh knew his best chance for finding the love of his life was now behind him. Downhill was the only direction left for a single, middle-aged gay man.

He locked his car and made for the rear door of the bookstore. When he crossed the threshold, the scent of Pine-Sol punched him in the nose. There wasn’t enough cleanser in the world to cover the smell of all the sex that went on in the cubicles making up the dim back half of the store. The brightly lit front of the establishment featured dirty magazines, an eclectic collection of pornographic videos for sale or rent, and a wall of dongs, dildos, and other sex-related paraphernalia.

A dozen small cubicles with coin-operated video players featured an assortment of porn. Scattered throughout the dark maze connecting all the cubicles lurked maybe a dozen horned-up men. Some were married and popped into the booths for the blowjobs their wives refused to deliver. Most of the rest were there to oblige. The way they leered made Josh uncomfortable.

Never a lurker, Josh stepped into a cubicle and dropped some quarters in the slot to watch some gay porn. On the screen, an obviously bored African-American plowed the ass of a homely white dude who tried to act like it hurt. Neither performer was likely to win any acting awards. Josh pushed the button and the scene changed to a blond frat-boy type blowing a hairy, muscular white guy.

Fearing what he might sit in, Josh ignored the wooden bench seat and remained standing. The black plywood walls of the booth were riddled with holes of various sizes, none part of the original construction. Smaller holes allowed for spying on the action in the neighboring cubicle. Larger openings served more illicit purposes. Every few years, the police raided the place and the owner would board up all the holes. New holes reappeared in days.

Watching the action on the little screen gave Josh a hard-on. When a finger appeared through a baseball-sized opening on the right side of the booth, beckoning, he figured what the heck. Getting off was getting off. He went over, lowered his pants to his knees, and stuck his cock through the hole into the warm, wet mouth waiting on the other side.

Josh concentrated on the video, imagining the frat boy sucking his dick instead of one of the leering men he’d seen outside the cubicle. He dropped more quarters in the slot, then focused on the video and the mouth milking him through the glory hole. Soon Josh was pounding the wall with his hips. The sound attracted bystanders to the holes in surrounding cubicles to see what the noise was all about.

Josh felt the beginning of his climax tingling in his balls and groaned. The hot mouth working urgently on his throbbing cock quickly produced the desired result. On still trembling legs, Josh zipped up his pants and headed home to his empty bed.


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